

Endearing AgonyTo place oneself Conveniently below another Is truly the endearing agony of love And I, to so appeal To your own regard.... A contemptible notion. I could not contend With your true heart's devotion.Endearing Agony
Admitting that I Rendered my torment I dwell in bleak despondency. This adoration I hold- A ravishing enchantment, A tortuous affair, Vexatious sentiment...
It is impossible; malevolence Never toward you. Condemn my aching heart For my affliction; not thyself. I knew this would transpire And yet threw myself, willi


Sweet FatigueAn edge, glistening Imbecilic; I know The drifting melancholy It is difficult to focus, Limbs- exceedingly numb A cure I require A problem to solve Before it takes my mind Impassivity; indifference Quiet anguish Cold, detached, am I from this world Oh, sweet fatigue I've fallen to the embrace Of my ennui... My dejection, dismay, at this incurable languor I am...immobile Unresponsive... Oh, how I dream To escape this lassitude To be rescued, what a fantasy For one to consider me Care to relieve my apathy What a deSweet Fatigue


Sitting AloneMood: numbSitting Alone
Sitting alone and I thought to myself Why can't I enjoy it like I did Last year when things were shit I'd sit in my room and.... You don't want to know About my scars
It seems now, Now that I'm not so numb I can't feel it the same They don't love me like once upon a time These sharp things of mine
When I sit in the shower Let the water hit me And feel that numbness again It feels so good to hurt But now, it's different I can't even do it the same
Fuck, when a piercing Can hurt so much A


RunRunRun
smoky posters of immortality. shiny shoes and twisted signs. an angel’s wing. corner flowers. cut your palm with moonlight shining. lose the good ones, a kissing spin. sunset of water, and gold dust doves, windows of white roses decay. upon red snowflakes, the peeling tape, and challenging tigers... i talk to textured flowers, and tell them how the joy of rain earlier that day became a message of salvation.
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heaven ain't somethin' someone else can give.
AIM: tergiversation0
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Miss Sarawr
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Miss Sarawr
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i will literally come at you like a breezeblock of pain
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~~"i love you." is eight letters. so is "bullshit"~~
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